Loud Silence

• so its my birthday….heres what i have to say!

  Posted: September 7, 2008, 12:51 pm by boinah

  
  

  its sunday and its my birthday. i turn a quarter century old today, i wish i could say i was elated but am not i really feel nothing. i have alot to be greatful for mostly for the gift of friends and for the incredible gift of family. i know my family is busy today having an itega for my granpa who remains on oxygen and with so much on their plate it would be selfish for me to ask for anything. they are the 5 people who would kill for  me and die for me and none of us is usaully afraid to admit to that. i have had lots of joys, tears, achievement etc and i hope this next year will be ohhh so much better than the last. either way as long as am alive i can always make the best out of it.

  am also very angry at my self for being angry at the man i love for i told him i dint want anything for my birthday he actually took my word for it and got me nothing. eeehhhh what part of female speak dont u understand?????? u get me nothing coz i ask u to get me nothing?????? are u insane or just plain stupid?????????? then he puts the cherry on top by saying, i dint get u a present but i will give you the best present their is and thats my love…i honestly almost gagged!! thats just cheap and cheesy and i dont expect my man to be either. buy me cheap earrings or something…u give me your love, fucking hell, what wrong with you! your love is expected, presents are to be given, i have your love already i dont need to wait for the 7th of september to get a present of love, its like my mum saying i gave you life and so for the rest of your life thats your birthday present.

  i feel really bad that am angry but also feel justified, so i have decided that i will spend today in the comfort of my room with cheap chinese take away and a bottle of red wine, and watch shrek. thats my plan for today, and no he is not invited. am now off to church to thank God for the gift of another year…..happy birthday to me.

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